Unfaithful rebirth coffee12/6/2023 ![]() I dated an older woman who was interested in me but was no substitute. I figured she would be gone with the Navy soon and that she must not have been interested in a relationship with me despite the time we spent together. The next morning she left and I didn't talk to her again for two years. She was Navy bound and I didn't see a real future for us. One night she drank too much and had *** with a guy I knew at a party. We traveled together, she stayed with me, we used drugs together and drank at times. I was too nervous to ever make a move on her. We became friends and secretly liked each other. She and I were 19 when we first met in my home town on the coast at an arcade. I think we wanted a surreal life like the one in Riverdale. No other girl I had ever met had that in common with me. I loved how we both grew up reading Archie comics. She lived alone briefly, but mostly with Grandparents & Parents before our marriage. ![]() She rebelled by being reckless with herself, financially and sexually. Status quo was the backbone of the family dynamic, challenging emotions were discouraged. She told me her parents didn't provide her enough help with things like this growing up. She was sexually assaulted at 17 and never had good closure with this. They had Christian values but some anger and anxiety issues at home. My bride is the eldest with two little brothers, parents stayed in same area of Portland during childhood with lots of family support and her parents stayed married. I rebelled by using drugs in my late teens and early twenties, I lived on my own for a few years after high school but had little direction. I had exposure to trauma alcoholism, mental illness, verbal abuse and juvenile troubles. My Grandma died at 12 and at 13 my Dad remarried an alcoholic woman, I had a strained relationship with them until adulthood when she stopped drinking. I had unhealthy visits and relationship with Mom thereafter. Dad obtained custody of me and we moved to Oregon Coast to live with my Grandma. ![]() Parents divorced at seven, Mom was unstable and unfaithful. I'm an only child born in Montana in 1983, from a divided home.
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